Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Well the semester is coming to a close...

I sit here in my friend Brian's living room and am experiencing a sense of relief for the major load of the semester is over and I can just get a few things done tomorrow. I have been looking forward to this day for a long time. Yet I think it is appropriate to recap on some things that I learned this semester. I believe that I have been far too dependent and centered on material things, but most of all I have been far to godless in my thoughts. I could honestly say for the first month or two of this semester I had few thoughts where God was even in them period. My focus was on me, material stuff, and future plans.... but no God. I must say that was a low discovery. I am as base a man as any out there, I am laid bare. A second thing I have learned this semester, and yes I am posting this for the world to see, my wife's suggestions about what I should do or understanding about me is 99% right. the other 1% is currently debatable. I am tired of telling her she is wrong and then coming back later and telling her that I was an idiot and did not listen to her... grrr. A third thing, I have an anxious personality and from that I try to find safety in worldly ways. It gets too deep to put down here but suffice it to say, God again gets the back seat and someone else steels the seat next to me. Anyway... If this made no sense and you would actually like to understand it please email at the email address you know I have. I do not check the comments section since no uses them or maybe no one even reads my blog... LOL. Either way email.

Time for a new picture

Sorry I have no other way to get a new pic with out posting it. Yes I did get burnt. Yes this is old I have not been out to get serious sun for five months now. Apparently I am inept at applying a new pic so the old one is going to have to stay until I can get my wife to fix it for me.