Well the semester is coming to a close...

I sit here in my friend Brian's living room and am experiencing a sense of relief for the major load of the semester is over and I can just get a few things done tomorrow. I have been looking forward to this day for a long time. Yet I think it is appropriate to recap on some things that I learned this semester. I believe that I have been far too dependent and centered on material things, but most of all I have been far to godless in my thoughts. I could honestly say for the first month or two of this semester I had few thoughts where God was even in them period. My focus was on me, material stuff, and future plans.... but no God. I must say that was a low discovery. I am as base a man as any out there, I am laid bare. A second thing I have learned this semester, and yes I am posting this for the world to see, my wife's suggestions about what I should do or understanding about me is 99% right. the other 1% is currently debatable. I am tired of telling her she is wrong and then coming back later and telling her that I was an idiot and did not listen to her... grrr. A third thing, I have an anxious personality and from that I try to find safety in worldly ways. It gets too deep to put down here but suffice it to say, God again gets the back seat and someone else steels the seat next to me. Anyway... If this made no sense and you would actually like to understand it please email at the email address you know I have. I do not check the comments section since no uses them or maybe no one even reads my blog... LOL. Either way email.